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PAIN...

Her surrounding can not calm her rage, for it might destroy anything and anyone in her path.

A force so dark that it sparks her furry.

Side to side, forth and back, she paces and nothing to calm her.

Then a pool of tears streams down her troubled face.

Trying so hard to still her emotions from bursting out.

No word from him; no word from anyone-still.

How much can she bear? How much can he bear?

Taken away from her without a word nor warning; to serve a nation that once tore at her years before.

When her confidence was high and she at her prime.

First her husband, now her child.

The first fogotten and never was she compensated in any form,

now her child has been shipped away from her-gone for far too long.

That one only expects the worse but fears the worst-death.

So she waits; delaying her outburst and pushing aside her restlessness for a clear and sound reasoning;

for she knows the end is near and her actions will be a blur, but this time they will know that-

HELL HAS NO FURRY LIKE A WOMANS' SCORN!!!

       

        Sometimes in life, in trying so hard to control things and prove to the last that you are inevitably right, things might just spiral out of control and when that happens, regret crawls in along side hurt. We can not have everything we want when we want them, neither can we expect people to think and act the way we want them to; but that does not mean that we will not get want we need. Learning when to loose the grip a little and when to tighten it is very essential. Life as we know it is full of ups and downs and what you make of it matters a lot. One thing we must make out time for is reflection. What was the reasons for my actions today? Were they justifiable? Am i wrong, right or should i let it slide and be more mature? In reflecting, we tend to see things more clearly and perhaps with an open mind. It is important to stay true to yourself at all times, always try and never give up. This is the realistic truth!

Gloomy days.

The nights roll out with each day the same,
I wait in vain for this pain does not go away.
Even as the moon brightens the sky,
loneliness steals my nights.
My past remains the same and my present worsens;
for it takes after my past.
I fear and wonder what my future would hold if not gloomy days...

A good morning always.....

MY LUSTFUL LOVE..

Every now and again, we tend to misinterpret what we feel, hence using the term love instead of lust and vice versa for people we care about or our partners. And that is the beginning of our problems. Being in lust could be like a rush of wind. You never know where it comes from, how long it will stay or where it is headed next. Here are some useful tips in ensuring that you do not confuse one for the other.

BEING IN LUST.

·         Examine how you treat your partner. If you're looking to catch someone as a prize or to get someone to go to bed with you, you are treating the person like a thing, instead of a human being, you are not committed to your partner, then you are probably experiencing lust.

·         Evaluate how secure you feel. At this point, security is not important to you; you are more interested in the score and in how great it feels to be physically together. How sizzling the chemistry is between you both. After you get what you want, you can take or leave the other person. No strings attached. You are simply repeating the act, “one night stand”, over and over again.

·         Think about how long you have been in the relationship. Whether it is 6 months, 2 years, less, or more, it does not matter because you are not in for the long haul and you have no problem nor do you feel guilty in admitting that to yourself. In either situation, the relationship is more about fulfilling your sexual desires than it is about creating a partnership, trust and a bond that is strong.

·         Observe how sex affects your feelings. Because you are lustful, all you can think of most times is sex and how or what it would feel like. So, when you have sex with the person, and even though it is great, your mind has already moved onto something else. You wonder how long you have to hold the person afterward, and you're already thinking about scoring your next sexual encounter. Or you want to keep having sex with the person--at least, until somebody else comes along. To you, it is always good for now. It is like a 2 day program, instead of a lifetime project.

·         Analyze the way that you're thinking about the other person. You are always trying to figure out what you have to do to get this person to invite you up for a nightcap. There is this constant need to be appealing, interesting and more. Your focus is on knocking down the person's guard so that he or she will be open to a sexual encounter. Whereas, when in love, you need not to try too hard, it comes naturally.

·         Look at how you handle conflict. Who cares if you have an argument? You can find someone new without the hassle of bickering and fighting. The sex is great, but it's not worth the baggage--unless it is make-up sex after one of those passionate arguments.

·         Consider how you feel about moving the relationship forward. In reality, you could care less about getting exclusive with your partner. You are satisfied to date other people, and you don't care if the other person also has multiple partners. Even though you may feel jealous if your lover finds another partner, your lack of commitment suggests lust, not love.

Even if you think you love the other person, if that person does not return your feelings, do not waste too much time hoping that your love interest changes his or her mind. You will have other opportunities to find someone who is ready to create a real and lasting partnership. When you leave that person, if he or she knows your worth, would come running back to you, then you can weigh your options, feelings and the persons’ sincerity towards you. Remember it is hard to change someone. The signs of lust are not basically restricted to the above mentioned. You have to be observant, examine, assess and analyse how you feel. Lust is easy whereas love takes hard work and time. When in lust, you are bothered about little and stupid and irrelevant things such as, being focused on a person’s body; how great the sex would be, instead of how the conversation would be like. Lust is building a fantasy world instead of waking up to reality, which would reveal the hurtful truth that you are lovers instead of friends.

According to Judith Orloff MD, "the four negative gut feelings about relationships are:

1. A little voice in your gut says "danger" or "beware."
2. You have a sense of malaise, discomfort or feeling drained after you're together.
3. Your attraction feels destructive or dark.
4. You're uncomfortable with how this person is treating you, but you're afraid that if you mention it, you'll push him or her away.

It's so much nicer to be involved with someone your gut likes. Then you're not always guarding against a basic suspicion or incompatibility. You must also give yourself permission to listen to your gut when it says, "This person is healthy for you. You are going to make each other happy." To be happy, take a risk, but also pay attention to the warning signs I presented. This allows you to wisely go for the fulfilling relationships you deserve”.

Just because finding love is not easy, does not mean you should settle for less or turn to wacky, bad and unhealthy solutions. Be good, be you.